He knew that anything he said would incriminate him. Yet he knew that everything rested on what he said next. I picked up where I had left off. “And that’s why I’ve tried to maintain my distance from you: I know you are faithful to your girl and I’d feel like crap if I attempted to interfere with that. I know you’re not the kind to would even consider such things anyway…”
“Oh, sweetie,” he half-moaned. “Don’t look so sad. I can’t stand to see you with that expression,” he said, taking my face in his hand. I knew this was the beginning of the end. He was resolved about what he would do, how far he would go. He groaned, stroking my cheek with his thumb, “What can I do to take away that sad face, huh?”
“Stay with me,” I said plainly. No need to mince words anymore; it was time to cross over together.
“Stay?” he repeated like he was in a daze.
I nodded like a little girl, not sure yet which character he most liked.
He chuckled faintly. “How long?”
“As long as you want,” I said, instead of what I really wanted to say: forever.
He made a final brave effort to go. He stood up from the sofa so abruptly that I felt disoriented and humiliated. My cheeks burned from embarrassment at having been so confident that he couldn’t resist me. “Uh, I better—“
“Yeah, I know,” I said, looking down at the floor.
“Well,” he sighed awkwardly. “Come here.” I guess he wanted to hug me goodbye. I couldn’t. Defeat had me glued to the sofa. I shook my head no.
“Don’t worry,” I said. “I understand why you have to go.”
“Oh alright then,” he fake-grumbled, feigning gentle exasperation with me and with the situation. “Even if it’s just a little hug…” he said, almost to himself; as if he was explaining to someone like his absent girlfriend or whatever god, or whatever principle may be listening.
He sat back down on the sofa, scooping my unresisting body up into his arms.
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